Day Thirty-Seven

I did work out again last night, so that made it 2 hours yesterday, I worked out for an hour earlier today and I'm getting ready to do another hour. It feels like anything less than an hour seems like a waste. An hour is so easy it almost seems like its barely worth it, so I gotta do an hour and half to 2.

I happened upon a P90X commercial last night and one of the guys said something that I think captures my philosophy. He was talking about how easy the program is, how you don't have to do anything 'cause it's all been figured out for you already, the exercises, the diet plan, its all there and then he said all you have to do is pop a dvd in and push play everyday. In a very real sense that sums up my goal. My goal isn't to get through 90 days, my goal is to get through one day: today. And then when I succeed at that just repeat it 89 more times. So that's my goal: just push play everyday, just get through today's workout, don't worry about  how many days to go, or how hard the program is taken as a whole, or how many pounds I lost this week vs. last week, just worry about today, just worry about the 40 minutes of the routine, and worry about tomorrow tomorrow.