WEEK ONE

What a strange/crazy/wonderful week its been! I think back to where I was in my life just a week ago and how much things have changed already and I can hardly wait for the rest of the 90 days to come. A week ago I was miserable for so many reasons and dreading what would happen next at work. Even though I hated it, I still wasn't ready to let go of it. Then I found out how little Im valued and how little I have to gain by continuing my relationship with them. It's truly been liberating, I know what's important now and what's worth caring about and what's worth worrying about and I can tell you without any hesitation that it is not this job. Its only been a week but I feel that I've changed so much. I feel better in both mind and body. I knew I needed to make changes, in both my lifestyle and place of employment, beforehand, but being slapped in the face like I was is the perfect motivator to make both changes happen. And I couldn't do so without all the support! And to hear that other people are changing thier lives because of me is just amazing! Who knew that I'd be turning into some sorta Tony Robbins! I guess if I've learned anything this past week is that you can make a change, everyday is a choice, you can change or stay the same. Choice and change are concious decisions. If you are unhappy you can change that, you can make the choice not to be. For simplicity or fear or comfort I chose to be unhappy, but for the last seven days I made the hard decision to change my life, which is not always the easy choice, but is one that will always lead to happiness. And then I marvel at how if my life can change this much in a mad/great week such as this, what do the remaining 83 days have in store? I can't wait to find out.